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Heavenly
03:43
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Is it easy as you thought It'd be
To tell the world you're far from clean
Full of nothing but rotten dreams
Been this way since you were 16
You said you would come clean
Said my end justified your means
Is it easy as you thought it'd be
Is it easy as you thought it’d be
Heavy handed you tore me apart
Just an echo of the cloth I was sewn from
Heavy handed, I've done my part
Heavy handed, you pulled at my heart
I'm catching the skin as it falls from your bones
You look down your nose from a heavenly throne
As if you've never known the sin that's bred in my bones
It's growing heavier now
Heavy handed you tore me apart
Just an echo of the cloth I was sewn from
Heavy handed, I've done my part
Heavy handed, heavy handed
I'm losing composure
I'm not who I'm supposed to be
But no ones taken that away from me
What a self righteous mess
Caught in your self righteousness
All I see are heavenly Pastures
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Daylight
03:59
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I feel nostalgia for a day I never saw
Surrendered to a youthful call
I'm survived by my failures
But my fears pass one bye one
Into the dark
One by one into the dark of your domestic heart
I've been lost in the daylight
The silent path to you
My footsteps echo with remorse
I'm in the deep end now
I've heard all about your voice
Crawling through the white noise
Seemed so simple at the time
You satisfied my appetite
Did it cross your mind
That I'm not worth it
Half the time
I've been lost in the daylight
The silent path to you
My footsteps echo with remorse
I'm in the deep end now
I asked you for healing
But all I ever felt was hurt
You were the cornerstone for my worth
It all makes sense to me now
What I am to you
just another knot in the noose
Another sinner with a point to prove
Buried by the weight of my words
I lust after a reason to wake up
Day after day
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My Home
05:42
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Ill cut everything off of my tongue
If it does not serve you in some form or fashion
My hands are aching from holding on so tight
To any semblance of selfless life
I’m a half measure,
Broken glass beneath your feet
Selfishness seeps freely from the seams of everything I’ve seen
Your love has grown cold
And now there’s nothing left
But ash and dust
The precedent you set
This poison rots my lungs out
Of my chest
A home for all your sorrows
A window to watch you wallow
A light in the dark for you
I’m home to all your sorrows
Im a garden for all your flowers
Safer than the halls you hallowed
Sunlight never changed my shadow
Nothing can pass through these paper thin walls
Nothing I haven’t heard before
I caught myself at the end of rope
Nothing but callouses and empty hope
I’m home to all your sorrows
Im a garden for all your flowers
Safer than the halls you hallowed
Sunlight never changed my shadow
I will lose myself amid the hate
And I will be better for it
My home is a candle, dimly lit
Please relieve me
Of the horrors I see in myself
I’m too hard hearted
Too self doubting
How careless am I
To think an eye for an eye is some form of justice
It’s time to give up what I’ve trusted
No longer does “misguided” carry any weight
No longer can I close my eyes and claim that I’m afraid
Of this outcome that only I can claim
I’m done reveling in the same jaded shame
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Beggar Nashville, Tennessee
This is life without water // Nashville, TN
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